and that’s when i realized that it is not actually you that i missed. it was the memories and the comfort i felt around you for being with you for so long. i don’t know who you even are anymore.
"I don’t want people to matter to me too much. Sometimes it hurts too much to think about them. Ones you love who don’t love you, ones who are dead or hate you, ones who you think about but never get to be with. I like people but when I get too close, it fucks me up and I can’t get things done."
-Henry Rollins (via in-finitus)